* I have already spent $4000 in chinese medicine in 2 months........ *My skin condition getting worse ....face, chest, back........so terrible...... *Doctor in staff clinic said Stress is affecting my health....doctor asked me to pay attention !!! * I go to work in 1.5 hour by 3 different kind of public transportation, then my major work task is working outside......how many hours I spend on travelling in public transportation in a day ? I can take BUS, KCR, VAN ,TAXI, WR,LR in one day...........I know I am physically stressed, reaction from my body tell me to stop exhausting myself.....but what can I do ? I still need to live in Shatin......... *I went swimming, hiking, dancing, muscle relaxation, listening to music, talking with fds, staying with my mum.......I am trying to help myself to relieve stress...... * When I meet someone close to me, someone nice to me, I am easily brust into tear.......I don't want to be emotional, I don't want to make ppl around me worried about me.......but it seems out of my control..... *I pray everyday.....I am tellling myself : 樂在百般試煉中~ * At work, I really thx Polly......without her, I will collapse~ * I will always remember the "red eyes" from Winky when she saw my tear, and her warm hugging......it is really touching.......thx so much..... * I love my bfd and my mum........全世界最偉大的媽媽........ * Anyway, I am so worried. When will the challenges end ? Can I afford?......at least I want "good health"~ | 
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