cherling_yingying's Xanga

Monday, September 15, 2008

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 12:11:46 GMT

14 Sept :

* thx all my supportive uni fds......such a nice day with u guys~

15 Sept:

* Movie day with my dearest mum~ "Mamma Mia" recommended !!

* I will buy it soon......

* Outside Shatin Town Hall~

Saturday, September 06, 2008

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 16:13:11 GMT

* I have already spent $4000 in chinese medicine in 2 months........

*My skin condition getting worse ....face, chest, back........so terrible......

*Doctor in staff clinic said Stress is affecting my health....doctor asked me to pay attention !!!

* I go to work in 1.5 hour by 3 different kind of public transportation, then my major work task is working outside......how many hours I spend on travelling in public transportation in a day ? I can take BUS, KCR, VAN ,TAXI, WR,LR in one day...........I know I am physically stressed, reaction from my body tell me to stop exhausting myself.....but what can I do ? I still need to live in Shatin.........

*I went swimming, hiking, dancing, muscle relaxation, listening to music, talking with fds, staying with my mum.......I am trying to help myself to relieve stress......

* When I meet someone close to me, someone nice to me, I am easily brust into tear.......I don't want to be emotional, I don't want to make ppl around me worried about me.......but it seems out of my control.....

*I pray everyday.....I am tellling myself : 樂在百般試煉中~

* At work, I really thx Polly......without her, I will collapse~

* I will always remember the "red eyes" from Winky when she saw my tear, and her warm hugging......it is really touching.......thx so much.....

* I love my bfd and my mum........全世界最偉大的媽媽........

* Anyway, I am so worried.

When will the challenges end ? Can I afford?......at least I want "good health"~

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Tue, 19 Aug 2008 15:36:04 GMT

-家庭：很多謝媽媽一直在旁陪伴我…每天同我傾計、每天為我煲中藥.......媽咪 : " I Love You "....我只能用一生去報答你~

-愛情 : 林卓漢的每一個電話、SMS、Xanga 留言…都是我的動力~雖然掛念有時不是太好受，不過這是我們一起選擇的......" True Love Never Runs Smooth"~我們一起走下去.....I miss u all the time~

-事業：很槽很槽......正在低潮.....依然每日都唔想番工，唔想踏入醫院…我都好想知點解我咁抗拒........我有時想: 我其實一直都好鍾意做OT…但現時~我怕我身體真的受不了。可惜一切都唔係我可以選擇，因為我Junior......唉.........工作可能就係這樣子。

-朋友: 多謝你們o既關心，I am sorry that I always disappear and not show up....

總括而言，我正在努力..........最低限度我想開心o的~

Saturday, August 16, 2008

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 14:54:29 GMT

Thanks for those who care me~

I am much better now~

A learning process for me to grow ~

Thanks

Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Wed, 06 Aug 2008 05:58:47 GMT

*轉左Team一個月了.....適應上已好了一些，但始終壓力很大，工作亦唔開心。自從轉Team後，面不斷生豆豆，成日頭痛，感覺身體對壓力作出反應……每天起床仍然十分爭扎……好像把我心中那團火熄滅了。我知我要在這個磨鍊中捱下去，但……現時的Reinforcement已不是Job Satisfaction，要實際些吧!

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

Tue, 29 Jul 2008 13:53:19 GMT

Dearest fds,

I am collecting McDonald Hello Kitty @ Messenger, if you go to McDonald, would you pls give me call.....coz' I cant eat McDonald all the time.......too fat.......heehee

Thanks Thanks

Cherling

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

Tue, 22 Jul 2008 11:37:55 GMT

CHERLING. A NEW START TMR.......

到我目前面對總總太麻煩
你亦同樣會分擔　暗中會陪我過關
各自前行未怕孤單　願意來支撐................

Monday, July 21, 2008

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 12:27:06 GMT

Tear is enough for me . Why you stay with me everyday?

When can I cope with my emotion?

When can I love my job again ?

When can I enjoy working as COT ?

When can I become normal again ?

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When will x'mas come ?

Friday, July 11, 2008

Fri, 11 Jul 2008 16:49:58 GMT

To my dearest bfd, Patrick

Your msg in xanga : I will remember in heart & I always believe "True Love Never Runs Smooth"...True love can overcome challenges.

Please trust your ability & do your best in the coming year, so as I trust you......

No matter how tough in the study or adaption , pls give yourself TIME........

Your gfd and family are always here as your back up.

Promise me to take good care of yourself.

I miss you all the time.

With Love,

Cherling

p.s I will always love you

Wednesday, July 02, 2008

Wed, 02 Jul 2008 14:00:56 GMT

29 Jun 08 * Babe Driving..........

Start : 九龍城清真牛肉餅-->布袋澳 -->清水灣二灘 -->九龍城洋一居食屋

30 Jun 08 * My Last Day in Work Rehabilitation Team

* My Team *My super Supervisor

* My box * Finished Packing

2 July 08 * First day in Community OT team.....

* Count down : 10 Days

我需要時間去適應這個月的轉變......真的有點壓力